i enjoy the word singularity now. especially since i just spotted it in the book i'm reading, which by the way is 'Angels and Demons' by Dan Brown.
i've decided that i don't care if people read this. the point is for it to be written, not read, as was so perfectly put by some character in some movie.
i like a boy, he's very cute but small. he's innocent and i was told that i was 'perverse' him, or something to that effect. i don't care, his favorite show is 'the office' and he hates the new ice cream shop they're building. plus he's nice and funny and hates country music. i at least want to be friends with him, he seems really great.
i don't have many friends, i don't have a boyfriend or a best friend. i don't do much outside of school either but i've decided that i like it this way. it gives me more time to myself. i at least have enough friends that i'm not alone at school. i only feel saddened when i see pictures of people having sleepovers. i wish i could have a sleepover again. i'd like a new best friend but everyone is already taken so there isn't really a point. i love my routine though. it's perfect the way it is.
loren and i are getting along better. she called me 'cute' today which must be something. however she still ignores me when she's with nicole. if their behavior is normal for best friends i don't know if i even want one. they seem to be in love with each other. i'd like to be closer to loren again but i don't think she feels the same way. i don't care too much, but it does sting a bit.
danny is horrible. i wish he was in a mental institution. it would be for his own good because he has some sort of mental health disorder. i'm not just saying that either, i'm certain that he has something psychologically wrong with him. that wrongness mixed with his incessant, awful, annoying personality are enough to make me want to hurt him, which i did today. or at least i tried, but he ducked because he's a pussy and can't take a hit.
i can't wait to grow up, kind of, but i also think i'm starting to enjoy living because i am so young. i think i'm smart, and if i have so much knowledge now, i can just imagine what i will be able to comprehend in two years!
i don't like it when loren tries to write things. they come out as overly dramatic and dry, and pointless. at least most of the time.
i wish the cute boy would come online. i want to walk home with him again. although he didn't talk to me at school today, which was depressing for me. maybe i'm too overly raptured. does that make sense?
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
guilt
what do you do when you are feeling more guilty than usual?
i'm feeling very peculiar right now. i know i didn't do anything wrong, but essentially, i feel like a bad person. i don't understand why. i'm not going to get into my situation, though. basically, i just put off some homework assignments in order to do something i shouldn't be doing in the first place.
listening to music can make me feel more at ease. perhaps the beach boys? they have an upbeat tune. or maybe billy joel, his songs can be easily related to.
today i curled my hair. last night i was on a website where i asked anonymous posters whether they thought straight or curly hair was sexier. the answer was unanimous - curly. so, i followed the advice of my...colleagues, haha.
people always compliment me when i curl my hair. there is one girl, though, who has never complimented me. for four years we considered ourselves best friends but recently, we had an argument and i decided i didn't want to be forced to accompany myself with her because of a title such as 'bff'.
i know i'm pretty, but i also know i'm not supermodel stunning. she is pretty as well- she's very skinny and small, and she always held that against me; she is average looking. she still has all the confidence in the world, though, and seems to think that she should model. i feel bad that someone who is so conceited and nice looking, such as her, can't even make a comment like 'i like your hair'. she also won't feel happy for me when i come under the wave of good fortune. she is not a very nice person. i always complimented her. oh well, it's not a loss.
i'm never going to talk about her again on here.
i think i'm living proof that someone can be happy without a boyfriend or best friend. at one point i had both. i must admit that i still like my former boyfriend...not love anymore, though. and i already stated my opinion of my former best friend.
i still have people who love me, though. and i can keep myself busy by doing the things i love. i may be bored at times but i can always find something to do. i think my life is wonderful.
it's a wonderful life!
anyways, i burnt myself with the curling iron on my chest. it hurt for about 20 minutes, but then it was good again.
my goal for tomorrow is to do all my actions in the most simple way. tomorrow, simplicity will be key.
i'm feeling very peculiar right now. i know i didn't do anything wrong, but essentially, i feel like a bad person. i don't understand why. i'm not going to get into my situation, though. basically, i just put off some homework assignments in order to do something i shouldn't be doing in the first place.
listening to music can make me feel more at ease. perhaps the beach boys? they have an upbeat tune. or maybe billy joel, his songs can be easily related to.
today i curled my hair. last night i was on a website where i asked anonymous posters whether they thought straight or curly hair was sexier. the answer was unanimous - curly. so, i followed the advice of my...colleagues, haha.
people always compliment me when i curl my hair. there is one girl, though, who has never complimented me. for four years we considered ourselves best friends but recently, we had an argument and i decided i didn't want to be forced to accompany myself with her because of a title such as 'bff'.
i know i'm pretty, but i also know i'm not supermodel stunning. she is pretty as well- she's very skinny and small, and she always held that against me; she is average looking. she still has all the confidence in the world, though, and seems to think that she should model. i feel bad that someone who is so conceited and nice looking, such as her, can't even make a comment like 'i like your hair'. she also won't feel happy for me when i come under the wave of good fortune. she is not a very nice person. i always complimented her. oh well, it's not a loss.
i'm never going to talk about her again on here.
i think i'm living proof that someone can be happy without a boyfriend or best friend. at one point i had both. i must admit that i still like my former boyfriend...not love anymore, though. and i already stated my opinion of my former best friend.
i still have people who love me, though. and i can keep myself busy by doing the things i love. i may be bored at times but i can always find something to do. i think my life is wonderful.
it's a wonderful life!
anyways, i burnt myself with the curling iron on my chest. it hurt for about 20 minutes, but then it was good again.
my goal for tomorrow is to do all my actions in the most simple way. tomorrow, simplicity will be key.
Monday, March 3, 2008
good vibrations
this is a great song!
good vibrations - the beach boys
this live version isn't as good as the recorded one, though.
listen to it. this song changed my mood dramatically, instantly. no joke.
good vibrations - the beach boys
this live version isn't as good as the recorded one, though.
listen to it. this song changed my mood dramatically, instantly. no joke.
dailies
i used to play neopets when i was younger. actually i continued playing up until last summer. it's a fun site, mostly for the message boards.
on neopets, there are certain sites that you can go to and collect different items, like jelly or an omelette.
well, i have daily sites that i go to. i don't reap any physical rewards, but these sites are fun to visit everyday.
Word of the Day
just simply from dictionary.com, but if you remember the word of the day you can try to use it during the day. it's a nice little challenge, and it improves your vocabulary.
SAT Question of the Day
if you haven't taken the SAT yet, you should join this site and do the question of the day. it averages your total scores so you can see how you're doing, and compare yourself to all other members. nice little daily prep for SAT-ers. if you have taken the test, you can brush up on your skills, i guess.
my mom and i both do the SAT question of the day. i excel in writing, while she is the mathlete.
Wikipedia
wikipedia is wonderful. everyday it has an article of the day, on the front page. it can be pretty interesting sometimes. also, the right-hand side has a news feed so you can brush up on wordly events.
Wikiquote
this has a nice quote everyday, with an audio clickable so you can hear it read to you. today's was great, here it is ->
Consent in virtue knit your hearts so fast,
That still the knot, in spite of death, does last;
For as your tears, and sorrow-wounded soul,
Prove well that on your part this bond is whole,
So all we know of what they do above,
Is that they happy are, and that they love.
Let dark oblivion, and the hollow grave,
Content themselves our frailer thoughts to have;
Well-chosen love is never taught to die,
But with our nobler part invades the sky.
~ Edmund Waller ~
it's beautiful!
A Softer World
this is one of my favorite sites in the world wide web. it isn't updated everyday but it does quote often. it has photographs cut into sections with memorable words on them.here is my favorite one.
PostSecret
it's only updated on sundays, but sometimes people email in responses that get posted, so i visit everyday.
although it may seem like a large amount of sites, visiting all these only takes about 10 minutes. it's worthwhile, at least i believe so.
on neopets, there are certain sites that you can go to and collect different items, like jelly or an omelette.
well, i have daily sites that i go to. i don't reap any physical rewards, but these sites are fun to visit everyday.
Word of the Day
just simply from dictionary.com, but if you remember the word of the day you can try to use it during the day. it's a nice little challenge, and it improves your vocabulary.
SAT Question of the Day
if you haven't taken the SAT yet, you should join this site and do the question of the day. it averages your total scores so you can see how you're doing, and compare yourself to all other members. nice little daily prep for SAT-ers. if you have taken the test, you can brush up on your skills, i guess.
my mom and i both do the SAT question of the day. i excel in writing, while she is the mathlete.
Wikipedia
wikipedia is wonderful. everyday it has an article of the day, on the front page. it can be pretty interesting sometimes. also, the right-hand side has a news feed so you can brush up on wordly events.
Wikiquote
this has a nice quote everyday, with an audio clickable so you can hear it read to you. today's was great, here it is ->
Consent in virtue knit your hearts so fast,
That still the knot, in spite of death, does last;
For as your tears, and sorrow-wounded soul,
Prove well that on your part this bond is whole,
So all we know of what they do above,
Is that they happy are, and that they love.
Let dark oblivion, and the hollow grave,
Content themselves our frailer thoughts to have;
Well-chosen love is never taught to die,
But with our nobler part invades the sky.
~ Edmund Waller ~
it's beautiful!
A Softer World
this is one of my favorite sites in the world wide web. it isn't updated everyday but it does quote often. it has photographs cut into sections with memorable words on them.here is my favorite one.
PostSecret
it's only updated on sundays, but sometimes people email in responses that get posted, so i visit everyday.
although it may seem like a large amount of sites, visiting all these only takes about 10 minutes. it's worthwhile, at least i believe so.
about
well i guess you should know that i'm kelsey, hi, nice to meet you. i'm 16, by the way.
this blog is for the purpose of saying whatever i feel like. that's all it is, really.
it'd be nice if you read what i have to say, but go ahead and choose another blog, that's fine.
i guess i don't have a purpose. but who cares!
this blog is for the purpose of saying whatever i feel like. that's all it is, really.
it'd be nice if you read what i have to say, but go ahead and choose another blog, that's fine.
i guess i don't have a purpose. but who cares!
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